you write until like that i feel that we should not
be friends llers??what you wrote was not according
to your feelings..when today when you met me.
.you can still chat & laugh with me like nothing
had happened..but when i when to look at your blog..
you made me really very disappointed..i thought that
the problem btw us or perhaps with HER was solved.
.but i think that upon looking at what you wrote made me
REALLY SAD & it might sour our friendships EVEN MORE..
i can tell you this..
next thing is that did i really tell you that i sat got work?
last week de sat i did not work at all..maybe is i told
you that i was not free..but i typed wrongly or you
were the one who saw my msg wrongly??
one more thing was that that time i told you that
FRIDAY 4/1 i can only meet you & HER at 3pm
cause i got WORK!!!BUT YOU DID NOT TELL HER
AT ALL!!!!DO YOU KNOW THAT THIS MADE ME
VERY FURIOUS???THIS MADE HER UPSET
CAUSE I CAN ONLY MEET YOU ALL AFTER 3PM..
BUT YOU DID NOT TELL HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAS REALLY ANGRY!!!VERY VERY VERY ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!x100000000000000000000000000000000000
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why did not you tell her that i got work then can only
meet you all at 3pm??why did not you tell her?
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHY WHY WHY?????????????????????
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I FELT THAT MAYBE OUR FRIENDSHIP
SHOULD NOT CARRY ON??????LIKE THAT
WILL BE BETTER?????& YOU DO NOT
HAVE TO KAN WO DE LIAN ZE ANYMORE????
YOU SAID THAT I TOOK PICTURES WITH OTHER FRIENDS...
LAST TIME YOU GOT SAY BEFORE THAT
YOU WANT TO TAKE PICTURES??
ALSO ATER U REBONDED THEN U KEPT
ON WANT TO TAKE PICTURES DE..DON'T U THINK SO??
& ALSO MY FRIENDS LAST TIME ALR ASKED ME
TO TAKE PHOTOS WITH THEM..
SO I ALR XI GUAN THEIR PATTERN LLERS..
BUT HOW ABT U???SOMETIMES U MADE
THOSE ACTIONS THAT SHE & I WERE
SHOCKED DE..THEN..what does this mean??
SOMETIMES U DID THINGS THAT WERE VERY NOT NATURAL DE..NOW THAT MY FRIENDSHIPS HAD SOUR WITH HER LLERS..
THEN NOW U CAN BE HER BESTFRIEND LLERS..
like thAT NOT GOOD MEHZ?IN THE PAST U
ALWAYS SAID THAT SHE & I HU YUE NILLER.NOW I NO LONGER HER BESTFRIEND ANYMORE THEN U CAN ALWAYS BE WITH HER LLERS??YOU NO LONGER HAVE TO WORRY THAT SHE WILL ALWAYS ASK ME OUT NEVER ASK U OUT..
YOU SHOULD FEEL HAPPY...
WHEN SHE SAID THAT THE MEETING WAS
CANCELLED..I WAS TOTALLY STUNNED.
Y MUST SHE CANCELLED IT??
CAN'T U ALL WAIT FOR ME TO COME
& FIND U ALL AFTER 3PM..I THOUGHT
THAT U ALL WILL NOT MIND THAT
AFETR MY WORK THEN I GO FIND U ALL..
BUT I DID NOT KNOW THAT U ALL MIND!!!!
MY OTHER FRIENDS DID NOT MIND AT ALL..
THEY WILL ASK ME TO GO & FIND
THEM AFTER I KNOCK OFF..BUT U??
U ALL??THEY DID NOT QUARREL WITH ME
BEFORE..BUT U ALL??GIVING ME STRESS??
I KNEW U ALL ALSO VERY STRESSED?
SO WE DON'T BE FRIENDS LLERS??
& ALSO ONE THING IS THAT U
DUN UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL...
TODAY SAW ME THEN THINK
THAT I GOT PUT MAKE UP...
SO MANY YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP LLERS..
BUT TILL NOW U DID NOT KNOW THAT MY
CHEEKS will BE NATURALLY RED SOMETIMES..
BUT SHE KNEW IT!!!BUT U LLEHZ?
THOUGHT THAT I GOT PUT MAKE UP???
EVEN MY DANCE FRIENDS KNEW THAT
MY CHEEKS AUTOMATICALLY WILL TURN PINK
DE..HOW ABT U?U WILL SAY THAT CAUSE
I ALWAYS WITH THEM..THIS IS EXCUSES..
SHE ALSO KNEW THAT MY
CHEEKS NATURALLY TURN PINK..
YOU MADE ME SUPER DOOPLE ANGRY
& DISAPPOINTED..YOU DO NOT HAVE
TO LAUGH UNTIL SO CHEERFULLY
IN FRONT OF ME DE..MADE ME THINK
THAT THE PROBLEM HAD SOLVED..
BUT IT HAVE NOT???
YOU & HER THOUGHT THAT I DID NOT
LOOK FORWARD TO GO EAT SEOUL GARDEN
& WATCH MOVIE WITH U ALL..
BUT I REALLY WAS LOOKING FORWARD DE..
BUT U ALL DID NOT THINK SO..
U ALL WAIT FOR ME UNTIL 3PM
IS A VERY GUO FEN DE THING??
WHY CAN'T MY FRIENDS(YOU & HER)
WAIT FOR ME??WHY WHY WHY?X1000000000000000!!!!!
I AM REALLY SUPER DOOPLE DEJECTED
RIGHT NOW...IF U ALL WANT TO TAKE
PIC NXT TIME I WON'T MIND..
AT LEAST NEED TO GIVE ME TIME
TO SHI YING??CAUSE LAST TIME
DID NOT TAKE PHOTOS WITH U ALL?
THE PROB IS U..I CAN TAKE PHOTOS
WITH HER DE..THAT TIME GRAD NIGHT
ALSO I ASK HER WANT TO TAKE PHOTOS
MARHZ...I ALSO GOT ZHU DONG..THEN
U IS THAT AFTER U REBONDED I REALISED
U VERY MUCH WANTED TO TAKE PHOTOS..
DID U REALISE???
I DID NOT TAKE YOUR CALL CAUSE YOU
ALWAYS CALL AT THE WRONG TIMING?
WHEN I WAS BUSY WITH FRIENDS???
THIS MAY BE AN EXCUSE BUT REALLY
SOMETIMES YOU CALL..I WAS REALLY
SUPER DOOPLE TIRED LLERS..
CAN'T U JUST LET ME REST??
CAN'T U JUST MSG ME & SAY WHAT
U WANT TO SAY???CAN'T U??
BTW..I AM NOT A STRAIGHTFORWARD
PERSON..IF U DO NOT KNOW IT BY NOW..
MEANS U DON'T UNDERSTAND ME...
& U SAID THAT U ALL HAVE TO BE OBSERVANT
TO UNDERSTAND ME..LET ME TELL U..
MY FRIENDS NEED NOT HAVE TO BE OBSERVANT
BUT THEY UNDERSTAND ME..
WHAT CAN U SAY ABT THIS??
YA..I AM CALLING U ALL TO LEAVE..
THEN U ALL DON'T HAVE TO BE SO
TONG KU HAVING ME AS YOUR FRIEND..
WHO SAY THAT I AM NOT WILLING TO
HEAR ABT U ALL DE WORKING THINGS??
THESE YEARS I HAD BEEN LISTENING TO
HER'S TROUBLES BUT I DID NOT COMPLAIN
BEFORE..& REALLI I AM SINCERE IN
LISTENING TO HER TROUBLES & HER SADNESS..
I DID NOT THINK THAT SHE WAS IRRITATING AT ALL..
YOU ALL WILL TAKE OFF CAUSE U ALL
ALWAYS WORK UNTIL SO LATE THEN
OF COURSE CAN'T MEET UP..
BUT HOW ABT ME??I WORK FOR SHORT HOURS
ONLY & I HAVE TO TAKE OFF??TO U ALL..
ISSIT U ALL NOT WILLING TO WAIT FOR ME
TO KNOCK OFF OR WHAT???
TODAY SHE WAITED ME TO KNOCK OFF
& I ACCOMPANIED HER GO WORK..
I ATE CHICKEN PEPPER RICE..IT WAS SO NICE
& I GOT TO EAT WHAT SHE PREPARED....
& I STILL CAN CHAT WITH HER LIKE THE
SAME AS BEFORE..NOTHING HAD CHANGED...
HAIZ..DID NOT MEET UP DOES NOT MEAN
THAT THE FEELINGS WILL CHANGE,,
AS LONG AS I STILL REGARD YOU ALL AS MY FRIENDS...
THEN WHAT'S THE MATTER??EVERYTHING IS STILL THE SAME..
WHY DOUBT ME??THIS WILL GET WORST..
& SOMETIMES MY MANAGER DID NOT
TELL ME THE SCHEDULE WHEN SHE CHANGED???
& ENDED UP SOMETIMES I NEVER WORK
BUT I WENT FOR WORK??HAIZ..
I DUNO IF OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST..
BUT I THINK THAT U WILL BE THE PERFECT FRIEND
FOR HER...NO LONGER ME LLERS...
MAKE HER HAPPY...TREASURE HER...
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