Saturday, January 16, 2010 ♥
♥The last goodbye,to you
The last goodbye,to you
didn't have the chance to post this photo up,
before sth happened to us.
didn't have the chance to post this photo up,before sth happened to us.
I don't know how come we are in this state.
I thought there is a word call lifetime.
A love that I thought will never end.
I trusted you, trusted that you are the one that will hold my hands till eternity.
Perhaps not eternity, but I didn't expect that it will end so fast.
You will want to send me home after we hanged out at shopping malls
& I always say It's alright for me to travel home alone. However, you insisted.
I thought it was sweet but after thinking,it's because it's due to your convenience.
If this isn't so, then why won't you send me to sch?
It's such a joke when you told me that if I change my sch to TP,
you will send me & fetch me everyday. Wow! It sounded nice,
but actually it's a funny joke.
My friend said this:" If the sch is near me, what for I need you to send me?
Of course is because the sch is far that's why I need you to acc me through the journey."
I find this super true. I wonder why I am so stupid,
didn't think of this on the spot & reply you this.
Also I didn't ask you to send me to sch EVERYDAY.
I only merely hinted you abt this & you promised that you will send me to sch ONCE.
Actually I only wanted to see how much you will do for me,
but it shows that you are unwilling. I wonder how come you can be so selfish,
so selfish even to your gf. Even if you are willing to send, I won't ask you to also.
Because I don't mind going to sch alone. I only needed an answer from you,
an answer that I wanted to hear.
I asked you if next time you enter another relationship & your gf asks you to send her to sch, will you send her? Your answer was still NO, if the sch is far away from you. I was so shocked & surprised. I wonder how you are going to survive in your next relationship. I was wondering what the girl will do, because I was so regretted that I did nth despite the answer you gave me the last time. Well, let's just pray that your gf's(if you enter another relationship) sch is near to you.
You said:" Accepting is good,but if a lot of things I just accept but not my desired why not find someone that has the personalities u like right?"
So are you telling me that in your next relationship, even if you like her personalities but because she wanted you to send her to sch & you don't want & you will breakup with her because of that?
Do you expect her to accept the fact that you are not this type of guy who will send gf to sch?
I accepted the fact but the outcome is still like that.
I accepted the fact that you won't look at my blog, even though I gave you my link.
You are just a selfish guy. For now, I won't even care if you visit my blog. If you visit,
I hope you will see this, cause this may be my last post abt you. Those things that I blogged abt you, I don't think you even take some time to read.
Why should I even continue to be with this kind of bf that doesn't even bother to look at my blog? Doesn't bother to know more abt me? I must be blind to continue.
You doesn't even know that I am a left-hander until the christmas eve~ 24/12/09.
Together for so long & yet you only know it after 8 months & 21 days?!
Also you know it cause we went to play pool that day.
It's pathetic!
The last sentence you said on the phone was:" If there's anything, I can find you."
Thanks but I won't & never will I.
I will be fine without you. I know you are fine without me too.
You are so confidence of yourself & I am sure you will find your partner
that you think is compatible with you. But I hope you will be a better person
& don't hurt other girls.
The watch is the start of our love story & I know it will make me think of you.
But I will still wear it,even though we had ended. Although we went to buy together,
but I paid for my own watch, thus I will still wear it.
Wanted to fix the watch & tell you abt it at that time but I guess I don't have to alr.
Bye to our 9months & 8 days.
Thanks for the memorable birthday celebration.
I won't forget this, won't forget you played the guitar for me.
可惜不是你陪我到最后,
但是谢谢你牵过我的手.
Bye Bye Bye,
我不要再当个傻瓜.
I thought there is a word call lifetime.
A love that I thought will never end.
I trusted you, trusted that you are the one that will hold my hands till eternity.
Perhaps not eternity, but I didn't expect that it will end so fast.
You will want to send me home after we hanged out at shopping malls
& I always say It's alright for me to travel home alone. However, you insisted.
I thought it was sweet but after thinking,it's because it's due to your convenience.
If this isn't so, then why won't you send me to sch?
It's such a joke when you told me that if I change my sch to TP,
you will send me & fetch me everyday. Wow! It sounded nice,
but actually it's a funny joke.
My friend said this:" If the sch is near me, what for I need you to send me?
Of course is because the sch is far that's why I need you to acc me through the journey."
I find this super true. I wonder why I am so stupid,
didn't think of this on the spot & reply you this.
Also I didn't ask you to send me to sch EVERYDAY.
I only merely hinted you abt this & you promised that you will send me to sch ONCE.
Actually I only wanted to see how much you will do for me,
but it shows that you are unwilling. I wonder how come you can be so selfish,
so selfish even to your gf. Even if you are willing to send, I won't ask you to also.
Because I don't mind going to sch alone. I only needed an answer from you,
an answer that I wanted to hear.
I asked you if next time you enter another relationship & your gf asks you to send her to sch, will you send her? Your answer was still NO, if the sch is far away from you. I was so shocked & surprised. I wonder how you are going to survive in your next relationship. I was wondering what the girl will do, because I was so regretted that I did nth despite the answer you gave me the last time. Well, let's just pray that your gf's(if you enter another relationship) sch is near to you.
You said:" Accepting is good,but if a lot of things I just accept but not my desired why not find someone that has the personalities u like right?"
So are you telling me that in your next relationship, even if you like her personalities but because she wanted you to send her to sch & you don't want & you will breakup with her because of that?
Do you expect her to accept the fact that you are not this type of guy who will send gf to sch?
I accepted the fact but the outcome is still like that.
I accepted the fact that you won't look at my blog, even though I gave you my link.
You are just a selfish guy. For now, I won't even care if you visit my blog. If you visit,
I hope you will see this, cause this may be my last post abt you. Those things that I blogged abt you, I don't think you even take some time to read.
Why should I even continue to be with this kind of bf that doesn't even bother to look at my blog? Doesn't bother to know more abt me? I must be blind to continue.
You doesn't even know that I am a left-hander until the christmas eve~ 24/12/09.
Together for so long & yet you only know it after 8 months & 21 days?!
Also you know it cause we went to play pool that day.
It's pathetic!
The last sentence you said on the phone was:" If there's anything, I can find you."
Thanks but I won't & never will I.
I will be fine without you. I know you are fine without me too.
You are so confidence of yourself & I am sure you will find your partner
that you think is compatible with you. But I hope you will be a better person
& don't hurt other girls.
The watch is the start of our love story & I know it will make me think of you.
But I will still wear it,even though we had ended. Although we went to buy together,
but I paid for my own watch, thus I will still wear it.
Wanted to fix the watch & tell you abt it at that time but I guess I don't have to alr.
Bye to our 9months & 8 days.
Thanks for the memorable birthday celebration.
I won't forget this, won't forget you played the guitar for me.
可惜不是你陪我到最后,
但是谢谢你牵过我的手.
Bye Bye Bye,
我不要再当个傻瓜.
@4.01AM
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