4 months 8 days had passed, fast but yet slow.
People says 1st love is hard to forget.
Your negative points are > your positive points.
People says love is blind, I agree.
I am trying hard to let go, but letting go doesn't mean I don't care anymore,
but to let you fly.
You are moving on so happily but I am still struggling,
thinking of you & the places we went.
We almost saw each other that day at Plaza Sing,it was so coincidental,
but I am still thankful we didn't see each other. Maybe not seeing,
feelings will fade away faster.

When I saw your number when my phone vibrates,
I was hestitating whether to reply. I am scared that the feelings
that I am trying hard to forget, will come back again.

Maybe, maybe one day when you contact me again,
I can happily reply you without hesitating. That's when I have
completely get over you. I can do it, I believe, time is what I need.

From facebook: "if ex's can still be friends,
they are still in love or they never were".
You were the one who contact me. So which one describes us?

No matter what, I am gonna forget you as a lover,
& rmb you as a friend :D

Anyway, I skipped sch today. I didn't go to class,
instead I was in the lib. I posted this post at 11.50AM,
but schedule it to post at 4pm.
Reason being I don't want to affect friends mood
& those who have ut ltr on &
just nice the internet will auto cut off at 4pm in sch,
so no one will know where I am :)

王心凌 - 很爱

当你开始变沉默 习惯逃避我
爱你的心开始慌了 被摇晃了
空气冻结了
你转身扬起的残忍 我不认得
记得你说 有你在 怕什么
绝对不会让我伤心的

是你说的 你很爱我
为什么要把心摔破
你很爱我 却丢下我
在习惯你肩膀以后
是你说的 你很爱我
只是不再 牵我的手
幸福地图被你带走
爱回不来了

当声音变得微弱讯号断续着
你的承诺开始乱了
断线了 不能完整了
像台风侵略过以后一片寂寞
想起你说 有你在 怕什么
至少还有你会陪着我

紧握的手被你推落 心终于被伤透
不如就让我任性的 哭个够

是你教我学会相信
而我又该相信什么

Sorry ppl, I just want to release what I have been
keeping inside my heart, to sort out my thoughts.